“My body, my sexuality, my freedom of expression is not a sin. Respect and modesty are not mutually exclusive. Respect is honoring my desire on a full spectrum. Covered from head to toe, bare, bright, or neutral. Fearless and authentic in complete allegiance to my spirit, body, and mind is a choice I make for myself. Most of all, I do not need wealth, fame, or a reason to be in my fullest expression securely.
Presenting my beauty was something that I was taught would be seen as a need for attention or validation, which was seen as shameful. Attracting any kind of attention was grounds for implication. Every step I take towards self-love, acceptance, and appreciation for my sexuality is a poke and micro attack to close family members. Nudity is seen as disrespectful, and fear of what strangers in the culture think dictates "what is allowed."
My choice in taking these photos began as something I wanted to have for myself and then turned into something more. As I began to think about what I would wear, where my nerves were coming from, how I wanted to indulge in my decision, it became clear to me that sharing this would be giving myself permission to let go of what I was "allowed to release." Shame and skin go hand in hand in the culture in which I was raised in. Permission was in the details.
As I've grown and connected on a deeper level than ever before with my culture and ancestors, I've received all the permission I need. Among many things, I advocate for women who feel in their power and closest to God when covered from head to toe. I believe they owe no explanations and should exist freely and safely. I want the same for myself in how I feel bare. I share this now to be part of what I believe, and that is that the current patriarchal model is broken. I share this now to build upon the space being taken up by the disruptive, trailblazing, supportive, dedicated, light warriors here to say our freedom is not limited. We are just as entitled to the power to create as those who have built the world before us.”